{"id":22115,"date":"2021-05-06T11:55:18","date_gmt":"2021-05-06T08:55:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sozbizde.com\/?p=22115"},"modified":"2021-05-06T12:02:13","modified_gmt":"2021-05-06T09:02:13","slug":"22115","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/2021\/05\/06\/22115\/","title":{"rendered":"AH MAYIS AH!.."},"content":{"rendered":"

G\u00fcng\u00f6r K\u0131rkaya Deveci<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bug\u00fcn efkarl\u0131y\u0131m,<\/p>\n

A\u00e7mas\u0131n g\u00fcller.<\/p>\n

Yi\u011fidimden,<\/p>\n

Kara haber verdiler.<\/p>\n

G\u00fczel mi g\u00fczel bir bahar ak\u015fam\u0131. Aylardan May\u0131s. Bahar mevsiminin en g\u00fczel ay\u0131. Il\u0131k bir r\u00fczgar hafif hafif insan\u0131n yanaklar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fuyor sanki.<\/p>\n

Da\u011flar\u0131na bahar gelmi\u015f memleketimin. \u00c7i\u00e7ekler a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f d\u00f6rt bir yanda. Gelincikler, papatyalar, S\u00fcmb\u00fcller. Havada a\u015fk kokusu, sevda kokusu var. \u0130nsan\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fi p\u0131r p\u0131r u\u00e7acakm\u0131\u015f gibi \u00e7arp\u0131yor. A\u015fk\u0131n mevsimi bahar. Hani bir s\u00f6z vard\u0131r. \u201cGeldi bahar aylar\u0131, gev\u015fedi g\u00f6n\u00fcl yaylar\u0131. \u201cdiye. Tam da \u00f6yle.<\/p>\n

Eee malum bahar, malum \u00f6zlem, malum k\u0131rkikindi ya\u011fmurlar\u0131 zulada. Zaten bir sevdayd\u0131 ya\u015famam\u0131z. Kavgan\u0131n ve a\u015fk\u0131n i\u00e7 i\u00e7e ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir koca sevda. Y\u00fczlerce Anadolu gencinin sarma\u015f dola\u015f oldu\u011fu sevda.<\/p>\n

Gecenin en koyu karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda beklemek, hem de kocaman, karanl\u0131k beklemek. Kimliksiz, dayan\u0131lmaz, katlan\u0131lmaz beklemek. \u00d6l\u00fcm gibi bir \u015fey. \u0130\u015fte bu zifiri karanl\u0131kta b\u00f6yle bekleyen \u00fc\u00e7 Fidan vard\u0131. K\u00f6r karanl\u0131k, o lanet olas\u0131 h\u00fccrelerde. Belki de hi\u00e7 olmayacak sabah\u0131 bekliyorlard\u0131. T\u00fcrk\u00fcler, mar\u015flar s\u00f6yleyerek. Umut vard\u0131. Hep var olacakt\u0131. Umutlar\u0131 tutuklayamad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Gece a\u011f\u0131r, gece karanl\u0131k, gecenin en koyu zaman\u0131. G\u00fcne\u015f, bekliyordu do\u011fmak i\u00e7in. Sonra ans\u0131z\u0131n bir f\u0131rt\u0131na, bir boran koptu. Delicesine esiyordu r\u00fczgar, her yeri y\u0131k\u0131p ge\u00e7ercesine. Vuu vuu sesinden ba\u015fka ses duyulmuyordu. Uluyordu r\u00fczgar t\u00fcm sesleri silercesine.<\/p>\n

Sabaha ramak kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Birdenbire bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015f sesi, karanl\u0131klar\u0131 y\u0131rtarcas\u0131na sard\u0131 ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131. Duvar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015fmemek i\u00e7in kanat \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131yordu bir g\u00fcvercin. Herkes birden \u00fcrperdi. O seste neydi \u00f6yle? Y\u00fczleri sapsar\u0131 bakt\u0131lar \u00e7evreye. Korkakt\u0131lar, acizdiler. Bir ku\u015fun kanad\u0131 bile onlar\u0131 korkutmu\u015ftu. Hainliklerini biliyorlard\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Oysa bir g\u00fcvercindi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan.<\/p>\n

Sonra birdenbire f\u0131rt\u0131na durdu. Kurtlar gibi u\u011fuldayan r\u00fczgar sustu. Sustu gece. En koyu, en karanl\u0131k yerinde sustu…<\/p>\n

G\u00fcne\u015f durdu do\u011fmad\u0131. Ku\u015flar sustu, u\u00e7mad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eimdi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde sesler yank\u0131lan\u0131yordu. Kulaklar\u0131 y\u0131rtarcas\u0131na.<\/p>\n

“Ya\u015fas\u0131n tam ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z T\u00fcrkiye. Ya\u015fas\u0131n T\u00fcrk ve K\u00fcrt halklar\u0131n\u0131n devrimci ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131k m\u00fccadelesi. Kahrolsun Emperyal ……..”<\/p>\n

Sustu da\u011flar, sustu g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc…<\/p>\n

Oh bitti dediler. Tam derin bir nefes almak \u00fczereydiler ki bir ses daha y\u00fckseldi derinlerden.<\/p>\n

“Ben \u00fclkemin ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve halk\u0131m\u0131n mutlulu\u011fu u\u011frunda \u015ferefimle bir defa \u00f6l\u00fcyorum. Sizler,bizi asanlar \u015ferefsizli\u011finizle her g\u00fcn \u00f6leceksiniz. Biz halk\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n hizmetindeyiz. Sizler Amerika’n\u0131n hizmetindesiniz.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fas\u0131n devrimciler. Kahrolsun fa…”<\/p>\n

Yine durdu zaman. S\u00f6zc\u00fckler tamamlanam\u0131yordu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc. Her yer sus pus olmu\u015f, geceyi dinliyordu canlar. G\u00fcvercinler delicesine \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yorlard\u0131 hala. U\u00e7am\u0131yorlard\u0131. Gidemiyorlard\u0131 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc. Al\u0131c\u0131 ku\u015flar gibi gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 delmek istercesine \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yor, d\u00f6n\u00fcp duruyorlard\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde.<\/p>\n

R\u00fczgar hala uluyordu vuu vuu t\u00fcm sesleri bast\u0131rmak istercesine. Susmuyordu sesler. Biri susuyor, di\u011feri ba\u015fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

“Ben hi\u00e7bir ki\u015fisel \u00e7\u0131kar g\u00f6zetmeden \u00fclkemin ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve halk\u0131m\u0131n mutlulu\u011fu i\u00e7in sava\u015ft\u0131m. Bu ana kadar bu bayra\u011f\u0131 \u015ferefle ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131m. Bundan b\u00f6yle bu bayra\u011f\u0131 T\u00fcrk halk\u0131na emanet ediyorum. Ya\u015fas\u0131n i\u015f\u00e7iler, k\u00f6yl\u00fcler.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fas\u0131n devrimciler. Kahrolsun fa\u015fizm…”<\/p>\n

F\u0131rt\u0131na \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rd\u0131. R\u00fczgar kudurdu. G\u00fcvercinler yoruldu kanat \u00e7\u0131rpmaktan. Sonra \u00fc\u00e7 dal, \u00fc\u00e7 Fidan k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131, kopar\u0131ld\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcnden. S\u00fcz\u00fcle s\u00fcz\u00fcle d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcler topra\u011fa. Sesler yank\u0131land\u0131 gecenin zifiri karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda. Yank\u0131land\u0131, yank\u0131land\u0131, yank\u0131land\u0131 taaa g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne kadar…<\/p>\n

Irmak olup akt\u0131lar g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne do\u011fru.<\/p>\n

Belki bu y\u00fczdendir \u0131rmaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n, akarsular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n kurumas\u0131. Belki bu y\u00fczdendir da\u011flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n orta yerinden \u00e7at\u0131r \u00e7at\u0131r \u00e7atlay\u0131p darmada\u011f\u0131n olmas\u0131. Belki bu y\u00fczdendir a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcp at\u0131lmas\u0131. Do\u011fan\u0131n isyan\u0131d\u0131r a\u011flamas\u0131d\u0131r belki \u00fc\u00e7 fidana.<\/p>\n

Peki kim durduracak bu talan\u0131 kim? Nerede Denizler? Nerede Yusuflar? H\u00fcseyinler nerede? O koca y\u00fcrekler olsayd\u0131, da\u011flar g\u00fclerdi. O g\u00fczel \u00e7i\u00e7ekleriyle. Erikler \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7ard\u0131 t\u00fcm ha\u015fmetiyle. Akard\u0131 Anadolu’da \u0131rmaklar, ya\u015fan\u0131las\u0131 bir yer olurdu yurdum.<\/p>\n

Kan g\u00f6l\u00fcne d\u00f6nd\u00fc Anadolu. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131na a\u011flamakta y\u0131llard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Hele bir ana vard\u0131 ki!.. Uzaklarda bir ana dostlar. Bo\u011faz\u0131na bir \u015fey olmu\u015f, yutkunam\u0131yor, konu\u015fam\u0131yordu. Sustu. Bu \u00f6yle bir susu\u015ftuki, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 dondu, s\u00f6zc\u00fckler dondu geldi y\u00fcre\u011fine oturdu. Demir bir yumruk gibi. Ta\u015f gibi. Koca bir da\u011f oturdu y\u00fcre\u011fine. Bu \u00f6yle ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131r cinsten de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n

Sustu. Susu\u015funda isyanlar b\u00fcy\u00fcyordu. Y\u00fcre\u011fi kor ate\u015flerde yand\u0131, yand\u0131 k\u00fcl oldu. G\u00fclmeyi, konu\u015fmay\u0131 unuttu y\u0131llarca. T\u00fcrk\u00fclere verdi kendini.<\/p>\n

Sonra bir g\u00fcn s\u00fcrekli t\u00fcrk\u00fcler dinledi\u011fi radyosundan bir t\u00fcrk\u00fc y\u00fckseldi. O’nu anlat\u0131yordu. Y\u00fcre\u011finden ta\u015fm\u0131\u015f, d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f t\u00fcrk\u00fc olmu\u015f s\u00f6yleniyordu sanki.<\/p>\n

“Y\u00fcce da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131nda yanar bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k,<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm derdine, olmu\u015fum a\u015f\u0131k.<\/p>\n

A\u011f bu\u011fday benizli Z\u00fclf\u00fc dola\u015f\u0131k<\/p>\n

Dividim, kalemim yazar\u0131m<\/p>\n

B\u00f6yle bir yavrunun derdi var bende<\/p>\n

Vay bende oy bende.<\/p>\n

Aha ben gidiyom sen hemen a\u011fla<\/p>\n

Yan a\u011fla d\u00f6n a\u011fla….<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015flar usul usul s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken yanaklar\u0131na. Yava\u015f\u00e7a m\u0131r\u0131ldanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Dividim, kalemim yazar\u0131m.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6yle bir yavrunun derdi var bende…<\/p>\n

B\u00f6yle bir yavrunun ac\u0131s\u0131 var bende…Oy bende diye. Ba\u011fr\u0131na vura vura t\u00fcrk\u00fcy\u00fc s\u00f6ylemeye ba\u015flad\u0131<\/p>\n

Alt\u0131 May\u0131s, kocaman bir s\u0131z\u0131, kocaman bir umut olacak y\u00fcreklerimizde yine.<\/p>\n

Umutlara kur\u015fun s\u0131k\u0131lmaz. Ve Denizler bitmez \u00f6ld\u00fcrmekle.<\/p>\n

Her alt\u0131 May\u0131s gecesi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden sesler y\u00fckselir ar\u015fa.<\/p>\n

Analar, analar\u0131m\u0131z nice Denizler do\u011furmak i\u00e7in yatarlar yataklar\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Ve biz her alt\u0131 May\u0131s gecesi yeniden yeniden do\u011far\u0131z sabahlara.<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcmleri bile insanca s\u00f6ylenmi\u015f yan\u0131k bir t\u00fcrk\u00fcd\u00fcr, analar\u0131n y\u00fcreklerinde d\u00f6k\u00fclen…<\/p>\n

T\u00dcRK\u00dc OLANLARA SELAM OLSUN.<\/p>\n

SELAM OLSUN O T\u00dcRK\u00dcLER\u0130 DO\u011eURAN ANALARA…<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcng\u00f6r K\u0131rkaya Deveci Bug\u00fcn efkarl\u0131y\u0131m, A\u00e7mas\u0131n g\u00fcller. Yi\u011fidimden, Kara haber verdiler. G\u00fczel mi g\u00fczel bir bahar ak\u015fam\u0131. Aylardan May\u0131s. Bahar mevsiminin en g\u00fczel ay\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22117,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,1135,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22115","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-genel","category-konuk-yazar","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22115","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22115"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22115\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22118,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22115\/revisions\/22118"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/22117"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22115"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22115"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22115"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}