{"id":28607,"date":"2021-10-09T22:20:09","date_gmt":"2021-10-09T19:20:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sozbizde.com\/?p=28607"},"modified":"2021-10-10T00:00:56","modified_gmt":"2021-10-09T21:00:56","slug":"28607","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/2021\/10\/09\/28607\/","title":{"rendered":"BAH\u00c7EL\u0130EVLER KATL\u0130AMINA KAR\u015eI BE\u015eEVLER\u2019DEYD\u0130K"},"content":{"rendered":"

Engin \u015eirin<\/strong><\/p>\n

Y\u0131llar ne \u00e7abuk ge\u00e7iyor. Rauf (Cankurtaran)\u2019\u0131n T\u0130P\u2019in payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 aktard\u0131\u011f\u0131 payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131 olmazsa inanmayaca\u011f\u0131m 43 y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti\u011fine.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn gibi\u2026<\/p>\n

7 gencin fa\u015fistlerce katledili\u015fi nas\u0131l da i\u00e7imizdeki koru alevlendirmi\u015fti. Ellerindeki kan\u0131 biliyorduk ama bunlar\u0131n her yan\u0131 kanm\u0131\u015f. Kan p\u0131ht\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 ekmek diye yerler, kan\u0131 su diye i\u00e7erlermi\u015f iyice bellemi\u015ftik bu son olayla.<\/p>\n

\u00c7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m kuyumcu at\u00f6lyesinde i\u00e7erisinde halka k\u00fcpelerin \u00f6znek tellerine kaynak yap\u0131yordum. Kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 i\u00e7eri girdiler. Heyecanlar\u0131 hallerin belliydi. \u201cHerhalde 7 T\u0130P\u2019li devrimci gencin katledili\u015fleriyle ilgili koyulacak eylemi konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131z\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 ki\u015fiydiler. Bizim eve s\u0131kl\u0131kla girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131klar\u0131ndan aileden gibiydiler. Annem yak\u0131n buldu\u011fu herkese lakap takmakta \u00e7ok ustad\u0131r. G\u00fcrsel (Alp)\u2019in sessiz, sakin ve kararl\u0131 duru\u015funu; kitap kapa\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u0130brahim Kaypakkaya\u2019ya benzetmi\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Bu nedenle G\u00fcrsel\u2019in ad\u0131 bizim evde \u2018Tikko\u2019ydu. Tatar Celal (D\u00f6ren) yere g\u00f6\u011fe s\u0131\u011fmayan enerjisiyle ve g\u00f6z\u00fc pekli\u011fiyle annemden ad\u0131n\u0131 kazanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u2018Fi\u015fek\u2019.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u00fcz bir organizma gibiydik; birimizin g\u00f6z\u00fc pekli\u011fi, birimizin kararl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, birimizin zekas\u0131 (\u00f6hh\u00f6 \u00f6hh\u00f6), di\u011ferimizin hayalleri\u2026 Bu d\u00f6rtl\u00fcn\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda E\u015frefpa\u015fa Lisesi ve Hatay\u2019da fa\u015fist i\u015fgal dayanamam\u0131\u015f k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131p gitmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Annem \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcy\u00fc pek hazzetmemi\u015f olacak ki bizim evde O\u2019nu ismi yoktu. O y\u00fczden O\u2019ndan \u2018isimsiz\u2019 diye bahsedece\u011fim. \u0130simsizli\u011fi gizlilikten filan de\u011fil iki nedeni var. Birincisi annem bir isme lay\u0131k g\u00f6rmedi, ikincisi ise ailesi o kadar iyi insanlar ki \u00fcz\u00fclmelerini istemem.<\/p>\n

\u0130simsiz, bilgece bir tav\u0131r tak\u0131narak \u201cM\u00eak\u00e2 bizi bekliyor\u201d dedi. \u201cTamam gideriz, M\u00eak\u00e2\u2019y\u0131 m\u0131 k\u0131raca\u011f\u0131z?\u201d dedim. Ankara\u2019ya gidecekmi\u015fiz. M\u00eak\u00e2 bize son y\u0131llar\u0131n en \u00f6nemli g\u00f6revini vermi\u015f. \u201cKim bu M\u00eak\u00e2?\u201d Diye soram\u0131yorum. \u00a0\u201cG\u00f6rev ne? Desem. Nas\u0131lsa \u00f6\u011frenemeyece\u011fim. Zaten \u0130simsiz hep gizemli. Ne sorarsak \u201cA\u00e7\u0131klayamam\u201d diyor. K\u0131llan\u0131yoruz ama \u00fcst d\u00fczey galiba\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cNe zaman gidiyoruz?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c\u0130lk trende.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNereye?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cBah\u00e7elievler\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYa arkada\u015f benimle dalga ge\u00e7me. Zaten orada ya\u015f\u0131yoruz. Tren ne alaka.\u201d<\/p>\n

B\u00fcy\u00fck bir s\u0131r verir gibi \u201cAnkara\u2026\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Abimler duymas\u0131n diye. \u201cAnkara\u2019n\u0131n Bah\u00e7elievleri\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

D\u00fckkanda d\u00fcnya kadar i\u015f y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Ne yapar\u0131m? Nas\u0131l yapar\u0131m? Hem bu M\u00eak\u00e2 da sa\u011flam ayakkab\u0131 m\u0131?<\/p>\n

Sormaya da utan\u0131yorum bu M\u00eak\u00e2\u2019 y\u0131; cahilli\u011fim ortaya \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131n diye. G\u00fcrsel\u2019e bak\u0131yorum \u00e7aresiz g\u00f6zlerle. Bakt\u0131m O gitmek i\u00e7in kararl\u0131. Tren de ak\u015famm\u0131\u015f. Tamam\u201d dedim. Ak\u015fama kadar kaynaklar\u0131 jet h\u0131z\u0131yla bitirip haz\u0131rland\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 tamamlay\u0131p d\u00fckkana ilk gelen G\u00fcrsel oldu. Hemen sordum,\u201d Kim bu M\u00eak\u00e2?\u201d Her ne kadar d\u00f6rt ki\u015fi de olsak G\u00fcrsel\u2019le \u00e7ok daha yak\u0131nd\u0131k. Kahkahalarla g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cMK Merkez Komite\u2019nin k\u0131saltmas\u0131\u201d dedi. Ben \u201cYaa, \u0130simsiz sanki bir arkada\u015f\u0131ndan bahsediyor zannettim\u201d deyince kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u00fczde de do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst para yok. D\u00fckkandan epey bir para ald\u0131m. (Bu konuda Muhittin Abim \u2019in hakk\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6deyemem.) Paray\u0131 yan g\u00f6zle g\u00f6ren \u0130simsiz \u201cKom\u00fcn yapaca\u011f\u0131z, herkes t\u00fcm paras\u0131n\u0131 versin\u2026\u201d dedi. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz de paralar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 verdik kendisinde para yokmu\u015f. Olsun\u2026 Ya\u015fas\u0131n kom\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n

Hayat\u0131mda ilk kez trene biniyorum. Ku\u015fetli vagonla gidece\u011fiz. Yol boyunca sohbet bedava. Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bile bilmiyoruz. Tek bildi\u011fimiz. MK \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Neyse \u0130simsiz yumurtlad\u0131. 7 T\u0130P\u2019li devrimci \u00f6\u011frencinin intikam\u0131 i\u00e7in gidiyormu\u015fuz. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz de \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131p kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Biz kimdik ki\u2026 B\u00f6yle i\u015fler bizim gibi \u00e7oluk \u00e7ocu\u011fa m\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u00a0 \u0130simsiz Nobel Yalan \u00d6d\u00fcl\u00fc\u2019ne adaym\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na s\u0131ral\u0131yordu. Ne yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim tuhaf bir \u015fekilde korkuyla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k bir gurur sarmal\u0131na kap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Kolay m\u0131? Koskoca THKO MK, koskoca T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de sadece bizi izlemi\u015f. Bizi lay\u0131k g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f. Biz neymi\u015fiz be\u2026 Tamam \u00fczerimizde t\u0131rnak makas\u0131 bile yokmu\u015f. Ama MK bizi Site Yurdu\u2019na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131p orada bu i\u015fi halledecekmi\u015f. Bu i\u015fler konusundaki bilgi ve deneyim eksikli\u011fimiz de Yurt\u2019ta hallolacakm\u0131\u015f. Bir iki g\u00fcnde FK\u00d6 gerillas\u0131 gibi e\u011fitilmi\u015f olacakm\u0131\u015f\u0131z. Devrime olan inanc\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 cilal\u0131yordu durmaks\u0131z\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

Yalan\u0131n dibi yok\u2026<\/p>\n

Ulus\u2019taki bir otelde bir gece kald\u0131k; MK\u2019dan ses yok. Ertesi g\u00fcn \u0130simsiz\u2019in kuzeninin evinde kald\u0131k; MK\u2019dan yine ses yok. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn bir parkta uyuyduk; MK hala sessiz. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn y\u00fcr\u00fcyorduk. En sonunda Bah\u00e7elievleri bulduk. Y\u00fcr\u00fcrken \u00e7ok daha b\u00fcy\u00fck harflerle yaz\u0131l\u0131 \u201ckoministle giremez\u201d yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Soru\u015fturduk Be\u015fevler\u2019mi\u015f.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcrsel\u2019le bir palavra sarmal\u0131 i\u00e7inde oldu\u011fumuzu anlad\u0131k ama kulampara kaz kanad\u0131na yakalanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k bir kez. Geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yok. One way ticket yani.<\/p>\n

O ak\u015fam \u0130simsiz\u2019e yeni vahiy gelmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Be\u015fevler\u2019de inlerine girip Halk\u0131n Kurtulu\u015fu Gazetesi\u2019ni oturaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z masada yirmi dakika a\u00e7\u0131k tutup onlardan korkmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6sterecektik. \u201cHocam bu bize \u00f6l\u00fcm emri. Tamam Hatay\u2019da hep yap\u0131yoruz ama buras\u0131 ba\u015fka. Burada bizi toz ederler\u2026\u201d Poster bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131 \u0130simsiz, posterlik s\u00f6zlerinden birini daha s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu,\u201d Bir devrimci i\u00e7in \u00f6lmek; su i\u00e7mektir, nefes almakt\u0131r. Susuz havas\u0131z ya\u015fayabilir miyiz?\u201d<\/p>\n

Saat on gibi o yaz\u0131lar\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck ve en s\u00fcsl\u00fc olan yerin \u00f6n\u00fcndeydik. Mezar\u0131m\u0131zla aram\u0131zdaki kap\u0131dan i\u00e7eri girdik. \u0130\u00e7eride do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst kimse yoktu. Yegane silah\u0131m\u0131z olan Gazetelerimizi a\u00e7\u0131p masaya yayd\u0131k. Gazetelerde \u2018Bah\u00e7elievler Katliam\u0131n\u0131n Hesab\u0131 Sorulacak\u2019 ba\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131 k\u00f6r\u00fcn bile g\u00f6z\u00fcne girebilecek kadard\u0131. Kalbim a\u011fz\u0131mda at\u0131yordu. En fazla on be\u015f yirmi dakika sonra, elveda d\u00fcnya\u2026 Biraz sonra hareketlilik ba\u015flad\u0131. Duyan geliyordu. \u0130\u00e7erisi neredeyse dolmu\u015ftu. Fakat onlar da bizden uyuz olmu\u015flard\u0131 herhalde. F\u0131s\u0131lda\u015f\u0131yorlar, giriyorlar, \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorlar, pis pis bak\u0131yorlard\u0131. Belli ki ar\u0131 kovan\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7indeydik. Biz de onlar\u0131n hareketlerini aynen taklit ediyorduk; f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015f\u0131yor ve pis pis bak\u0131yorduk biz de\u2026 Bakt\u0131k onlar da tedirgin, on dakika da cabas\u0131 dedik. On dakika fazladan, toplam yar\u0131m saat kalbimizin u\u00e7an ritmine direndik.<\/p>\n

Gazeteleri toplad\u0131k. D\u00f6rt ki\u015fi s\u0131rt s\u0131rta verip kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131 yararak d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 olarak ne bir hareket ne de bir ses. Belli ki onlar i\u00e7in de bizim i\u00e7in de zaman ve mekan duygusu yok olmu\u015ftu. Tuhaf bir sessizlik\u2026<\/p>\n

Tuhaf bir sessizli\u011fi belediye otob\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fc bozdu. \u00c7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerin \u00f6n\u00fc durakm\u0131\u015f. \u201cT\u0131sssss\u201d dedi otob\u00fcs\u00fcn kap\u0131s\u0131. A\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hemen ama sakin bir \u015fekilde atlad\u0131k i\u00e7ine. \u201cT\u0131sssss\u201d dedi kap\u0131. Kapand\u0131. Otob\u00fcs\u00fcn hareketinden sonra, arka camdan bak\u0131nca nas\u0131l bir cendereden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlad\u0131k. Ba\u015flar\u0131na yeni gelen ak\u0131llar\u0131 ve ellerinde silahlar\u0131yla otob\u00fcse yeti\u015fmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131 ama nafile. Ya\u015fas\u0131n hi\u00e7bir \u015feyden haberi olmayan \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00fcz.<\/p>\n

\u0130zmir\u2019e sa\u011f salim d\u00f6nd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Sonra siyasi tecr\u00fcbelerimiz artt\u0131. Bu art\u0131\u015f s\u00fcrecinde \u0130simsiz\u2019in palavra hayat\u0131n\u0131 kavrad\u0131k: Palavra eylemleri\u2026 Palavra THKO\u2019yu\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130simsiz, ger\u00e7ek THKO\u2019lu sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ki\u015filerce ebediyen saflar\u0131m\u0131zdan at\u0131ld\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Hayat\u0131 palavrayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ama ger\u00e7ek; Ankara Be\u015fevlerde fa\u015fistlerin ininde a\u00e7\u0131lan gazetelerimiz ve \u00fczerindeki \u2018Bah\u00e7elievler Katliam\u0131n\u0131n Hesab\u0131 Sorulacak\u2019 ba\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Engin \u015eirin Y\u0131llar ne \u00e7abuk ge\u00e7iyor. Rauf (Cankurtaran)\u2019\u0131n T\u0130P\u2019in payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 aktard\u0131\u011f\u0131 payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131 olmazsa inanmayaca\u011f\u0131m 43 y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti\u011fine. D\u00fcn gibi\u2026 7 gencin fa\u015fistlerce katledili\u015fi nas\u0131l<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16032,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[21,1,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28607","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-engin-sirin","category-genel","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28607","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=28607"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28607\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":28618,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28607\/revisions\/28618"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/16032"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=28607"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=28607"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=28607"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}