{"id":33583,"date":"2021-12-25T21:55:37","date_gmt":"2021-12-25T18:55:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sozbizde.com\/?p=33583"},"modified":"2021-12-25T22:05:30","modified_gmt":"2021-12-25T19:05:30","slug":"33583","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/2021\/12\/25\/33583\/","title":{"rendered":"HA\u015eERELER!&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>G\u00fcng\u00f6r K\u0131rkaya Deveci<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Uzaklarda, \u00e7ok uzaklarda bir yerlerde, gecenin k\u00f6y\u00fc, zifiri karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir k\u00f6y d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Bu \u00f6yle s\u0131radan bir k\u00f6y de\u011fil.<\/p>\n<p>\u015ei\u015fli, puslu, karl\u0131 y\u00fcce da\u011flar\u0131n eteklerinde, denize naz\u0131r g\u00fczel mi g\u00fczel bir k\u00f6y. As\u0131rlardan gelen ulu \u00e7\u0131narlar\u0131, zeytin a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131, kavaklar, dallar\u0131n\u0131 sulara salk\u0131m sa\u00e7ak uzatm\u0131\u015f s\u00f6\u011f\u00fctler, kokular\u0131yla insan\u0131 sarho\u015f eden \u0131hlamurlar, i\u011fdeler aras\u0131nda ya\u015fayan mutlu insanlar\u0131n k\u00f6y\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6yleyen envai \u00e7e\u015fit ku\u015flar\u0131, v\u0131z\u0131ldayan ar\u0131lar\u0131 ile da\u011flar\u0131ndan ya\u011f, ocaklar\u0131ndan bal akan olduk\u00e7a verimli topraklar\u0131 yola \u00fcreten, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkan k\u00f6yl\u00fclerden olu\u015fmu\u015f bir k\u00f6y .<\/p>\n<p>Hepinizin b\u00f6yle bir k\u00f6y var m\u0131ym\u0131\u015f? dedi\u011finizi duyar gibi oluyorum. O zaman ben de diyorum ki siz Anadolu\u2019yu hi\u00e7 bilmiyorsunuz diyorum. Anadolu b\u00f6yle k\u00f6ylerimizde dolu. Yeter ki bakmas\u0131n\u0131, g\u00f6rmesini bilelim &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6y\u00fcn orta yerinde ise as\u0131rl\u0131k \u00e7\u0131nar a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda dinlenen, sohbet eden ya\u015fl\u0131lar. Dostlu\u011fun, karde\u015fli\u011fin, kom\u015fulu\u011fun doyas\u0131ya ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir k\u00f6y.<\/p>\n<p>Bu koca \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131n alt\u0131nda neler konu\u015fulmaz ki! &#8230;Dertler, mutluluklar, k\u00f6y\u00fcn ve k\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u00fcn sorunlar\u0131, \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcmleri gibi K\u0131sacas\u0131 k\u00f6yl\u00fcler onun alt\u0131nda dinlenir, g\u00f6lgesinde serinler, kahve i\u00e7er sohbet ederlerdi.<\/p>\n<p>Ama bu kocaman g\u00f6vdeli bir dal k\u00fcmesi&#8230;K\u00f6kleri topra\u011f\u0131n derinliklerinde, ya\u015fl\u0131 m\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir \u00e7\u0131nard\u0131. G\u00f6vdesinde yaralar, bereler, kurt yenikleri vard\u0131. Dallar\u0131n\u0131 budam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Buna ra\u011fmen \u00e7\u0131nar ger\u00e7ekten serinlik veriyor, dinlendiriyordu. Bir rahatl\u0131k, bir huzur vard\u0131 h\u0131\u015f\u0131r h\u0131\u015f\u0131r dallar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>Bilirsiniz \u00e7\u0131nar, Anadolu&#8217;nun uzun \u00f6mr\u00fc ve koruyuculu\u011fu ile simge a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131ndand\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Ben bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler i\u00e7inde g\u00f6nl\u00fcmce k\u00f6yde dola\u015f\u0131rken kendimi ya\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131n alt\u0131nda buldum. Bir grup k\u00f6yl\u00fc oturmu\u015f k\u00f6y\u00fc bir sohbete dalm\u0131\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce hepsi birden gel k\u0131z\u0131m. \u201cHo\u015f geldin\u201d dediler. Usulca yanlar\u0131na ili\u015ftim.\u00a0 K\u0131sa bir ho\u015f be\u015ften sonra sordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe k\u00f6kl\u00fc ne ulu g\u00f6vde b\u00f6yle&#8230;Ne yaz\u0131k ki dallar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7o\u011funu budanm\u0131\u015f atm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z&#8230;Ka\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda bu \u00e7\u0131nar, bilen var m\u0131?\u201d dedim. K\u00f6yl\u00fcler, az \u00f6temizdeki minderde oturan ak sakall\u0131 bir ya\u015fl\u0131ya bakt\u0131lar. O konu\u015fsun istiyorlard\u0131. K\u00f6y\u00fcn en ya\u015fl\u0131s\u0131, oydu besbelli. O a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r do\u011fruldu. G\u00fcr ama yumu\u015fac\u0131k sesiyle konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. A\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r derinden gelirmi\u015f gibi konu\u015fuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ben dikkat kesilmi\u015f can kula\u011f\u0131 ile onu dinliyordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAh k\u0131z\u0131m ah\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOnu bu meydana diktikleri zaman\u0131 bilemem. Ama birlikte b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck desem yeri var. K\u00f6k\u00fcne \u015fu verdik, topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7apalad\u0131k, zaman\u0131nda bakt\u0131k, g\u00f6zettik, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz gibi koruduk. K\u00f6k\u00fc topra\u011fa sar\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00f6vdesi b\u00fcy\u00fcyor, g\u00fc\u00e7leniyordu G\u00f6vdeden yeni dallar s\u00fcrd\u00fc, dallardan dallar serpildi. Pen\u00e7e\u00a0 gibi kal\u0131n damarl\u0131 iri yapraklar\u0131 ya\u011fmura, doluya, r\u00fczgara, f\u0131rt\u0131naya, g\u00fcne\u015fe siper oldu, \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131 kanatlar\u0131 alt\u0131na ald\u0131. Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti koca bir \u00e7\u0131nar oldu. G\u00f6renler heybetinden \u00fcrkerlerdi.<\/p>\n<p>Derken ne oldu, nas\u0131l oldu bilemiyoruz. Bir k\u0131\u015f dallar\u0131ndan biri k\u00fct\u00fcrdeyerek g\u00f6\u00e7t\u00fc. Her f\u0131rt\u0131nada dallar\u0131ndan bir ka\u00e7\u0131 kopmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bir bahar bakt\u0131k ki sar\u0131 sar\u0131 k\u00fcfler kabu\u011funu sarm\u0131\u015f. Ha\u015fereler t\u00fcremi\u015fti. Nereden, nas\u0131l geldi\u011fini bilmedi\u011fimiz ha\u015fereler&#8230;k\u00f6k\u00fc, g\u00f6vdeyi kemiriyordu. Belli ki koca \u00e7\u0131nar hastalanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6vde de yer yer \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fckler, ezikler vard\u0131. Ha\u015fereler \u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fcy\u00fcklerimiz siz k\u00f6ke, g\u00f6vdeye bak\u0131n. K\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc ha\u015ferelerden esirgeyin, g\u00f6vdeyi temizleyin diyorlard\u0131. K\u00f6k ve g\u00f6vde \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcmezse bu \u00e7\u0131nar \u00e7ok ya\u015far diyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Temizledik, temizledik amma, dallar\u0131 da budad\u0131k. Yeni, taze dallar s\u00fcrs\u00fcn, g\u00f6vde g\u00fc\u00e7lendi diye\u201d &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130htiyar \u015f\u00f6yle bir do\u011fruldu. Sesi y\u0131\u011f\u0131n geliyordu. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7ine baka baka konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u0131nar dedi\u011fin yavrum, devlet gibidir. Koca devletimiz de b\u00f6yle budan\u0131p gitmedi mi? Yurdumuzun her bir yan\u0131 ha\u015ferelerle dolmad\u0131 m\u0131? Nereden, nas\u0131l geldi\u011fi bilinmeyen ha\u015fereler&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ama siz yine de k\u00f6ke bak\u0131n, g\u00f6vdeyi ayakta tutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131n&#8230;Yeni dallar s\u00fcrer, taze ye\u015fillikler do\u011far. \u0130\u015f k\u00f6kte ve g\u00f6vdede \u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Allak bullak olmu\u015ftum. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n dinliyordum ihtiyar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Birden \u201cPeki , k\u00f6k\u00fc ve g\u00f6vdeyi nas\u0131l ayakta tutabiliriz ki ?\u201d diye\u00a0 soruverdim .<\/p>\n<p>O ac\u0131 ac\u0131 tebess\u00fcm etti. Koca \u00e7\u0131narla belki de ya\u015f\u0131t, g\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f ihtiyar i\u015faret parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 koca \u00e7\u0131nara uzatarak s\u00f6ze ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u015eu \u00e7\u0131nar var ya !..K\u00f6y\u00fcn en ya\u015fl\u0131 tek a\u011fac\u0131 o. Var\u0131m\u0131z, yo\u011fumuz bu &#8230;Ya ayakta durur ya da g\u00f6\u00e7er gider. Ayakta durur, e\u011fer k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc kemiren ha\u015fereleri at\u0131klar, topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 beller, suyunu zaman\u0131nda verirsen. Daha a\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyeyim mi k\u0131z\u0131m? G\u00f6z\u00fcn gibi bakar, seversen&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Sen sevdin mi her \u00e7aresini bulursun, \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131 ayakta tutman\u0131n ve y\u00fcceltmenin. Yeter ki i\u015fte, harekete ge\u00e7. Sevmezsen, sahip \u00e7\u0131kmazdan, sen de bir balta vurur, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcrs\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn gelir k\u00fct\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zler \u00f6n\u00fcnde alev alev yakarlar da seyrine bakarlar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Demem o ki, i\u015f senin elinde, sana ba\u011fl\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Do\u011fru s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu ihtiyar. Koca \u00e7\u0131narda devletimizi, Cumhuriyetimizi g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. Her yerini ha\u015fereler sarsa da dimdik ayakta duran, duracak olan Cumhuriyeti&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Devletin k\u00f6kten, g\u00f6vdeye s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc vatan topra\u011f\u0131. Edirne &#8216;sinden, Kars &#8216;a ,Hakkari &#8216;ye kadar uzanan t\u00fcm Anadolu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6rtnala gelip uzak Asya&#8217;dan<\/p>\n<p>Akdeniz &#8216;e bir k\u0131srak ba\u015f\u0131 gibi uzanan<\/p>\n<p>Bu memleket bizim.<\/p>\n<p>Bilekler kan i\u00e7inde<\/p>\n<p>Di\u015fler kenetli<\/p>\n<p>Ayaklar \u00e7\u0131plak<\/p>\n<p>Ve ipek bir hal\u0131ya benzeyen toprak<\/p>\n<p>Bu cehennem, bu cennet bizim&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00fcng\u00f6r K\u0131rkaya Deveci Uzaklarda, \u00e7ok uzaklarda bir yerlerde, gecenin k\u00f6y\u00fc, zifiri karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir k\u00f6y d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Bu \u00f6yle s\u0131radan bir k\u00f6y de\u011fil. \u015ei\u015fli, puslu, karl\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":33585,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,1346,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33583","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-genel","category-gungor-kirkaya-deveci","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33583","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33583"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33583\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":33586,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33583\/revisions\/33586"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/33585"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33583"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33583"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33583"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}