oturup bir kahve i\u00e7sek gitmesen hemen<\/p>\n
cam \u00f6n\u00fc kanepemizde konu\u015fsak ba\u015fba\u015fa,dereden tepeden ne varsa<\/p>\n
hi\u00e7 bakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kadar baksak birbirimize<\/p>\n
zaten her\u015fey ayak\u00fcst\u00fc,ortal\u0131k da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k gitme hemen<\/p>\n
bak, yar\u0131m daha her \u015fey<\/p>\n
sen,ben,\u00f6tekiler<\/p>\n
gitme…<\/p>\n
ge\u00e7enlerde ortanca diktik hat\u0131rlasana arka bah\u00e7eye<\/p>\n
hani suluyorken onlar\u0131,su s\u0131\u00e7ratm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n \u00fczerine<\/p>\n
bir de ar\u0131n\u0131n teki gelip sokmad\u0131 m\u0131 elini, nas\u0131l g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck<\/p>\n
biraz da ac\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131 can\u0131n<\/p>\n
gitme hemen…<\/p>\n
g\u00f6mleklerini,pantolonlar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131kad\u0131m daha onlar\u0131 \u00fct\u00fcleyece\u011fim<\/p>\n
hala s\u00f6ylemedin, yar\u0131n pembe \u00e7izgiliyi mi, yoksa d\u00fcz siyah\u0131m\u0131 giyece\u011fini<\/p>\n
okunmu\u015f gazeteleri toplay\u0131p eskiciye verecektin hani<\/p>\n
bir de banyonun bozulan muslu\u011funu onaracakt\u0131n<\/p>\n
\u015f\u0131p….\u015f\u0131p…..\u015f\u0131p daml\u0131yor sabaha kadar<\/p>\n
hem bir ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra, o \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fimiz film oynayacak televizyonda<\/p>\n
tavan aras\u0131 le\u015f gibi, s\u00f6z vermi\u015ftin bir g\u00fcn oray\u0131 toparlayaca\u011f\u0131na<\/p>\n
ha…bir de yandaki kom\u015fularla okey r\u00f6van\u015f\u0131m\u0131z var biliyorsun<\/p>\n
en son yenmi\u015ftik O’nlar\u0131 kendi evlerinde<\/p>\n
kurutulmu\u015f kay\u0131s\u0131lardan komposto istemi\u015ftin unuttun mu<\/p>\n
ak\u015fama bir de pilav yapar\u0131z yan\u0131na<\/p>\n
gitme…<\/p>\n
birlikte kalkal\u0131m yine,terlik bulma kavgas\u0131 yapal\u0131m sabah\u0131n k\u00f6r\u00fcnde<\/p>\n
uyku sersemi ayaklar\u0131m dolans\u0131n,\u00fcst\u00fcne abanay\u0131m yalandan<\/p>\n
esneyerek \u00e7ay koyay\u0131m,sen bardaklar\u0131 haz\u0131rla<\/p>\n
sonra alb\u00fcmlere g\u00f6z at\u0131p,y\u00fczlerce kez ayn\u0131 o komik foto\u011fraf\u0131na g\u00fcleriz<\/p>\n
hani bir aya\u011f\u0131na ye\u015fil,di\u011ferine pembe \u00e7orap giydi\u011fin<\/p>\n
a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n kenarlar\u0131na pasta bula\u015fan y\u0131lba\u015f\u0131 gecesi foto\u011fraf\u0131na<\/p>\n
gitme…<\/p>\n
gitme, yar\u0131m kal\u0131r\u0131z,yar\u0131m kal\u0131r\u0131m gitme<\/p>\n
da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r un ufak olurum ard\u0131ndan,dayan\u0131rm\u0131 bu ac\u0131ya y\u00fcre\u011fim<\/p>\n
her \u015fey sana bak\u0131yorken, sen \u00e7ekip gidiyorken<\/p>\n
ben, seni b\u00f6yle seviyorken. gitme…<\/p>\n
buz gibi kuyulara itme beni, donar\u0131m bir ba\u015f\u0131ma<\/p>\n
kimse \u0131s\u0131tamaz \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen bedenimi<\/p>\n
\u0131slak g\u00f6zlerimden kimse \u00f6pmez bilirim, senin gibi<\/p>\n
gitme…<\/p>\n
her yan kara y\u0131lan,her yan yalan dolanken<\/p>\n
ben…<\/p>\n
i\u00e7im kan a\u011fl\u0131yorken ve daha bir s\u00fcr\u00fc \u015fey yar\u0131mken<\/p>\n
gitme…<\/p>\n
o derin ve kapkara \u00e7ukurda seni<\/p>\n
(…)<\/p>\n
gitme, hadi sonsuzlu\u011fa erteleyelim gitmeni<\/p>\n
kal…<\/p>\n
kal… n’olur\u00a0 gitme.<\/p>\n
beyhan duran \/ 1998<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
oturup bir kahve i\u00e7sek gitmesen hemen cam \u00f6n\u00fc kanepemizde konu\u015fsak ba\u015fba\u015fa,dereden tepeden ne varsa hi\u00e7 bakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kadar baksak birbirimize zaten her\u015fey ayak\u00fcst\u00fc,ortal\u0131k da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k gitme<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2667,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[462,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4022","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-beyhan-duran","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4022","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4022"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4022\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4025,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4022\/revisions\/4025"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2667"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4022"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4022"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4022"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}