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Bergama da ye\u015fil yaprakl\u0131 bir a\u011fa\u00e7 vard\u0131 bah\u00e7emizde an\u0131msad\u0131\u011f\u0131m. Ate\u015fin yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 orada \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fim, kor ate\u015fli sobadan uzak durmay\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck le\u011fende y\u0131kan\u0131rken k\u0131\u015f so\u011fu\u011funda \u00fc\u015f\u00fctmemeyi orada bilmi\u015fim. \u0130lk kelimelerimi orada s\u00f6ylemi\u015fim, anne diyerek ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f\u0131m konu\u015fmaya, ilk ad\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131 orada, seninle atm\u0131\u015f\u0131m anam. Birka\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra \u0130zmir\u2019e geldi\u011fimizde, Kahramanlar\u2019a ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k hani, fuarda, g\u00fcl bah\u00e7esinde, ta\u015ftan k\u0131zlarda, oyunlar\u0131 birlikte oynam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k hep. Soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sen arkamdan bakarken g\u00fcven hissini nas\u0131l da vermi\u015ftin. Hep yan\u0131mda olmu\u015fsun. \u0130lk harfleri \u00f6\u011frenirken de sen vard\u0131n. Alfabeyi s\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, haftan\u0131n g\u00fcnlerini tahtaya \u00f6yle bir yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ki, h\u0131zl\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131. Ne mutluyduk kurdelay\u0131 takt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda.\nCumartesi, pazar sabah\u0131 kahvalt\u0131 haz\u0131rlay\u0131p, tost yapmay\u0131 sen \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015ftin, ileride evinde de sen haz\u0131rlars\u0131n, e\u015fine yard\u0131m edersin diye tembihleyerek. \u0130lkokulda bir g\u00fcn arkada\u015f\u0131m bana sebepsiz yere vurmu\u015ftu, ben de a\u011flayarak eve gelip \u2018 \u2018Fuat bana vurdu\u2019 demi\u015ftim. Sebebi de yok diye ekledi\u011fimde; \u201cPeki, b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey bir daha olursa sen de ona vur, \u015fikayet etme\u201d demi\u015ftin. Ertesi g\u00fcn Fuat yine vurmay\u0131 denedi, \u00f6yle bir vurmu\u015fum ki ak\u015fam annesi eve beni \u015fikayete gelmi\u015fti. Annem, aferin bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 unutamad\u0131m hi\u00e7 bir zaman.
\n\u0130lk sevda, anne ben galiba bir k\u0131z\u0131 seviyorum dedi\u011fimde nas\u0131l da sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k birbirimize dakikalarca. Babam tefti\u015fteydi, 12 eyl\u00fcl \u00f6ncesinde hemen, ilk g\u00f6zalt\u0131, nas\u0131l da haber ald\u0131n be anam? 1. \u015eubedeydin, ard\u0131ndan n\u00f6bet\u00e7i mahkemede, ben ifade verirken kap\u0131n\u0131n aral\u0131\u011f\u0131nda heyecanla nas\u0131l da beni izliyordun.
\nDiplomam\u0131 al\u0131rken gururluydun, askere giderken heyecanl\u0131, \u00f6\u011fretmen olup tayinim \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00fczg\u00fcnd\u00fcn. \u0130lk kez yollar\u0131m\u0131z ayr\u0131l\u0131yordu. \u00c7ok s\u00fcrmedi anam ayr\u0131l\u0131k, d\u00f6n\u00fcp geldim, o gen\u00e7 \u00f6\u011fretmene ideallerini \u00e7ok g\u00f6rd\u00fcler o zaman, Anadolu\u2019nun o \u00e7orak co\u011frafyas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok buldular. Anam ne de iyi oldu yeniden kavu\u015ftuk. \u0130\u015fimize sar\u0131ld\u0131k d\u00f6rt koldan.
\nY\u0131llar \u00f6yle bir h\u0131zl\u0131 ge\u00e7ti ki, \u00dcrkmez, Dat\u00e7a, \u0130zmir aras\u0131nda haftalar,aylar, mevsimler akt\u0131 gitti. Onun ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 her yer bize mutluluk verdi.
\nBizde de ac\u0131lar varm\u0131\u015f ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z. Anac\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir y\u0131l \u00f6nce bug\u00fcn aram\u0131zdan ayr\u0131ld\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fclmeyin ve hayat\u0131n\u0131zda g\u00fczel \u015feyler ya\u015fay\u0131n diyerek. Ba\u015fka bir \u015fey demeden, istemeden.
\nOnun yolundan y\u00fcr\u00fcyece\u011fim, o binlerce \u00f6\u011frenci yeti\u015ftirmi\u015f bir ayd\u0131n Cumhuriyet \u00f6\u011fretmeniydi, yolun \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 olsun anam.
\nBende ki \u00f6denemez eme\u011fin, bize verdiklerin, katt\u0131klar\u0131n, varetti\u011fin i\u00e7in minnetle,\u00f6zlemle ellerinden \u00f6p\u00fcyorum.
\nAnneci\u011fim, birici\u011fim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"