{"id":6005,"date":"2020-03-25T13:20:36","date_gmt":"2020-03-25T10:20:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sozbizde.com\/?p=6005"},"modified":"2020-03-25T13:31:20","modified_gmt":"2020-03-25T10:31:20","slug":"yurtsever-devrimci-genc-irfan-inan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/2020\/03\/25\/yurtsever-devrimci-genc-irfan-inan\/","title":{"rendered":"YURTSEVER, DEVR\u0130MC\u0130, GEN\u00c7; \u0130RFAN \u0130NAN"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sanki n\u00fckleer bir f\u0131rt\u0131nan\u0131n g\u00f6be\u011finde gibiydik. Kim kimdi? Ne yap\u0131yorlard\u0131? Neler konu\u015fuluyordu? Her \u015fey kaotik bir bulan\u0131kl\u0131k i\u00e7inde birbirine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yaln\u0131z g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 ki y\u00fcreklerin p\u0131narlar\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u0130RFAN\u2019\u0131 u\u011furlarken bir de H\u00fcseyin\u2019i g\u00f6rd\u00fcm yaln\u0131zca, uzun bir aradan sonra. Sar\u0131ld\u0131k, a\u011flad\u0131k. \u201cBir sen kald\u0131n kavga edebildi\u011fim, dikkatli ol ve beni ara kavga edelim\u201ddedim o f\u0131rt\u0131nan\u0131n i\u00e7inde.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlarla ili\u015fkiniz s\u0131k\u0131la\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a da az konu\u015farak daha \u00e7ok dertle\u015febilirsiniz. Ben tam tersine, ne kadar \u00e7ok i\u00e7li d\u0131\u015fl\u0131ysam o kadar \u00e7ok kavga ederim. Ya\u015fam\u0131m boyu en \u00e7ok kavgay\u0131 iki ki\u015fiyle yapt\u0131m. Birisiydi \u0130RFAN. Hatta birincisi. S\u00fcrekli \u00e7eki\u015firdik. Bilimsel konulardan, televizyonlardaki ottan-\u00e7\u00f6pten programlara kadar. \u00c7evremizdeki herkes tedirgin olurdu. \u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcr\u00fcz zannederlerdi. Ama biz \u2018naz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ge\u00e7me \u015f\u0131mar\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131 sonuna kadar ya\u015fard\u0131k.<\/p>\n

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Ta ki, hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ileri safhalar\u0131na kadar. Son kavgam\u0131z, anjiyosundan eve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte araba kullanma y\u00fcz\u00fcnden olmu\u015ftu. \u00c7ok da e\u011flenmi\u015ftik i\u00e7in i\u00e7in. Sonra sustuk. Yorulmas\u0131n diye marazayla de\u011fil de,susarak anla\u015ft\u0131k. Ne sohbetler ettik kimse duymad\u0131. Susarak kavga bile ettik Fener\u2019e dair. Suskunluk i\u00e7inde b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn Frans\u0131z Bisiklet Turunu izlettirdi bana, ince bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle.<\/p>\n

Ergun\u2019la, d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn badiresinden O\u2019nu nas\u0131l sorunsuz\u00a0 ge\u00e7iririz diye g\u00f6rev payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131m\u0131z bile haz\u0131rken, d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn sabah\u0131; acil… hastane… ko\u015ftum gittim… tuttum elini… tuttu elimi…<\/p>\n

\u00d6yle bir tuttun ki elimi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 G\u00fcne\u015fleri tuttum; <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ellerim \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6yle bir tuttun ki elimi;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Okyanuslar\u0131 avu\u00e7lad\u0131m;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Kurudu ellerim.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6yle bir tuttun ki elimi;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Toprak doldu ci\u011ferlerim;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00dcrkt\u00fcm.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6yle bir tuttun ki elimi;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Elveda dedin sessizli\u011finle;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7aresizdim\u2026.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a023.03.2019<\/strong><\/p>\n

70\u2019lerde \u00f6l\u00fcm demir \u00e7ubuktu, b\u0131\u00e7akt\u0131, kur\u015fundu, faili me\u00e7huldu. \u00a080\u2019lerde i\u015fkence oldu ad\u0131, mahpushane oldu, idam sephalar\u0131 oldu. 90\u2019lar ya\u015fam kavgas\u0131 i\u00e7in i\u00e7in \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc \u00e7o\u011fumuzu. Art\u0131k g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczde \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn ad\u0131 hastal\u0131k, kalp krizi, kanser.<\/p>\n

Nas\u0131l gelirse gelsin, nereden gelirse gelsin, hangi isimle gelirse gelsin; \u00f6l\u00fcm ac\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm karanl\u0131k. \u00d6l\u00fcm, kaybettiklerimizin paylar\u0131n\u0131, kalanlar\u0131n ya\u015fam\u0131ndan al\u0131yor. Hem de ne\u015fterle, usturayla, keskin bir b\u0131\u00e7akla keserek de\u011fil, kerpetenle kopar\u0131p s\u00f6kerek al\u0131yor. Ac\u0131t\u0131yor…<\/p>\n

Kalanlar gittik\u00e7e k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcyor, gittik\u00e7e \u00f6l\u00fcyor gidenleriyle birlikte.<\/p>\n

Fazla uzatmaya gerek yok. Tam bir y\u0131l oldu. Ya\u015fam bir \u015fekilde s\u00fcr\u00fcyor ama \u0130rfan\u2019s\u0131zl\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fck eksiklik.<\/p>\n

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Sanki n\u00fckleer bir f\u0131rt\u0131nan\u0131n g\u00f6be\u011finde gibiydik. Kim kimdi? Ne yap\u0131yorlard\u0131? Neler konu\u015fuluyordu? Her \u015fey kaotik bir bulan\u0131kl\u0131k i\u00e7inde birbirine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yaln\u0131z g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6010,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[21,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6005","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-engin-sirin","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6005","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6005"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6005\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6008,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6005\/revisions\/6008"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6010"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6005"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6005"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6005"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}