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Sevgili Karde\u015fim Rahmi<\/p>\n
Alt\u0131 y\u0131l olmu\u015f ha!, yol kaz\u0131lal\u0131, mezar unutal\u0131, dal kuruyal\u0131, s\u00f6z u\u00e7al\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Nas\u0131l merak ediyorsundur buray\u0131, de\u011fil mi! Nas\u0131l \u00f6zl\u00fcyorsundur, kim bilir! \u00d6zleme ama karde\u015fim, \u00f6zleme, bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6zlenecek bir \u00e7ivisi bile kalmad\u0131. Ak\u0131l hesap makinesi olmu\u015f \u00f6m\u00fcr bi\u00e7iyor kalanlara, hani kalanlar da \u00f6yle b\u00f6yle de\u011fil, annen anlat\u0131yordur sana, o bizden daha iyi bilir\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir evde iki ayaktan fazla bir \u015fey kalmad\u0131, her ev kendine ait bir odaya susmu\u015f, her ev kendine a\u011fl\u0131yor,\u00a0 hi\u00e7 kimse kimseye kimse olam\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce sana yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir mektup vard\u0131, h\u00e2l\u00e2 duruyor mu bilmiyorum, Kilis\u2019ten bak\u0131p \u0130zmir\u2019e yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, i\u00e7inde sadece hat\u0131ralar vard\u0131, hat\u0131ralardan kalan bir ka\u00e7 s\u00f6z\u00fcn tekrar\u0131. An\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 Sabo sakl\u0131yormu\u015f, an\u0131 saklayan \u015eair Sabo. \u015eairler an\u0131 saklar, ac\u0131dan kalan an\u0131lar\u0131 sonra kendine yazarlar\u2026<\/p>\n
Dedim \u015funu bir arayay\u0131m, ka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nceydi hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum, niye arad\u0131msa art\u0131k!<\/p>\n
Arad\u0131m, kendime s\u00f6z ge\u00e7iremedim. Arad\u0131m, kanun duvar\u0131 dibindeki bir a\u015fk\u0131 sordum ona, \u00f6nce \u00e7\u0131karamad\u0131 seni sonra \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131, insan \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131yormu\u015f dedim i\u00e7imden, insan isterse \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131yormu\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
B\u00f6yle nas\u0131l da \u00e7abuk, b\u00f6yle nas\u0131l da erkenden \u00e7\u0131kartm\u0131\u015f dedim! Duru\u015fmam var dedi, kanun duvar\u0131ndaki bir a\u015fk\u0131n duru\u015fmas\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. \u201cBen Rahmi dedim, o rahmet olsun\u201d dedi, bakt\u0131m elindeki karar\u0131 okuyor, herkes elindeki karar\u0131 okuyor!<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn sonra da O\u2019nu da arad\u0131m, Neyzen Rahmi\u2019nin arkada\u015f\u0131y\u0131m dedim, \u201czen kimsin\u201d dedi kad\u0131n, ney\u2019i unutup zen\u2019e takt\u0131\u2026 Ben \u201cNey\u201d dedik\u00e7e, o \u201cZen\u201d dedi durmadan. Antep\u2019teki kadir Usta\u2019y\u0131 anlatt\u0131m sonra, o terastan do\u011fru bir radyo sesine d\u00fc\u015fen o yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlatt\u0131m, orada d\u00fc\u015fen ben de\u011fildim ki dedi\u2026 Kilis yolunda, \u015fimdi sava\u015f\u0131n kesti\u011fi, o bir zeytin a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131m, g\u00f6vdesinde hani konu\u015ftu\u011fumuz o kar\u0131ncalar\u0131 anlatt\u0131m sonra, \u201chat\u0131rlad\u0131m\u201d dedi, kar\u0131nca kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir s\u00f6zc\u00fckle\u2026 Kapatt\u0131m telefonu. Zen, felsefenin kad\u0131n h\u00e2lidir! dedim i\u00e7imden.<\/p>\n
Bakt\u0131m g\u00fcn ortas\u0131nda canl\u0131 ve cans\u0131z b\u00fct\u00fcn yay\u0131nlar ve rakamlar; a\u015fk\u0131n, merhametin ve adaletin duvar\u0131na vuruyor! D\u00f6nd\u00fcm ki kendime bakmaya, b\u00fct\u00fcn arzuhalciler \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f. Bir kavgay\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131r gibi ay\u0131rd\u0131m sonra kendimi hayattan, hayat\u0131 s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerden\u2026<\/p>\n
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Karde\u015fim,<\/p>\n
Sular\u0131n, atlaslar\u0131n, a\u015fklar\u0131n d\u00fcnyay\u0131 terk edip gitti\u011fi \u015fu g\u00fcnlerde, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck vi\u015fneleri sa\u011f\u0131p re\u00e7eller yapan bir kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fczel ellerine yaz\u0131yorum a\u015fk\u0131.<\/p>\n
Hep insana inand\u0131m, papatyalar\u0131 sevdimdi inan\u0131rken insana, onlara al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kentin uykusuzlu\u011funa al\u0131\u015f\u0131r gibi.<\/p>\n
Eski bir apart\u0131man i\u00e7indeki k\u00f6m\u00fcr ambarlar\u0131na de\u011fen ba\u015f\u0131mdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 damlayan bir damla kana teselli oluyorum. B\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6m\u00fcr ambarlar\u0131 a\u015fkla \u00f6l\u00fcm aras\u0131ndaki k\u0131sa mesafe, bir cinayet travmas\u0131 sanki\u2026<\/p>\n
En son yine sana yazarken bir g\u00fcn demi\u015ftim ki; yaln\u0131zl\u0131k \u015fairin diyalektik s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr, bir c\u00fcmle daha ili\u015ftiriyorum oraya \u015fimdi, a\u015fk\u0131 ili\u015ftiriyorum. A\u015fk da, \u015fairin diyalektik \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcr! S\u00f6yle bunu da eklesin o arzuhalci, en az bir n\u00fcsha olsun! Tek n\u00fcsha de\u011fil mi b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u015fklar nas\u0131lsa, ya\u015fanmak \u00fczerine de\u011fil saklamak i\u00e7in hepsi.<\/p>\n
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Karde\u015fim,<\/p>\n
Sevgi ac\u0131yla derinle\u015fiyor burada, mutluluk unutmakla \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131yor!<\/p>\n
Tohumcu Ferit de yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve unutman\u0131n tohumunu ekiyormu\u015f senden sonra.<\/p>\n
H\u00fcsamettin s\u00f6z vermi\u015f bu tohumun kitab\u0131n\u0131 yay\u0131mlamaya, Sabo dedi, uzatsam g\u00f6zlerini ka\u00e7 g\u00fcne\u015f kopar g\u00f6vdenden diye de sordu! Zor sorular\u0131n sahibidir Sabo. Ben niye cevaplad\u0131m bilemedim!<\/p>\n
G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc H\u00fcseyin\u2019i ilk g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde soraca\u011f\u0131m ona, s\u00f6z\u00fc en iyi tartan dostunmu\u015f o, eski kitaplar aras\u0131nda unutmam\u0131\u015fsa cevaplar\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Solmaz Zelyut hocan emekli olmu\u015f, denizi asm\u0131\u015f bir da\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131na.<\/p>\n
\u015eiir bo\u015fa gitmesin diyor haritadan ad\u0131n\u0131 arayan bir \u015fair.<\/p>\n
Unutma karde\u015fim yeni yeni bahar\u2019lar geliyor ney seslerine!<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam oluyor, D\u00fcztepe yoku\u015funu eli arkas\u0131nda iki \u015fair t\u0131rman\u0131yor, s\u00f6z s\u0131ras\u0131 tam \u015fiire geldi\u011finde Antep\u2019le Kilis aras\u0131nda o zeytin a\u011fac\u0131nda h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc bir ku\u015f \u00f6l\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n
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Sevgili Karde\u015fim Rahmi Alt\u0131 y\u0131l olmu\u015f ha!, yol kaz\u0131lal\u0131, mezar unutal\u0131, dal kuruyal\u0131, s\u00f6z u\u00e7al\u0131\u2026 Nas\u0131l merak ediyorsundur buray\u0131, de\u011fil mi! Nas\u0131l \u00f6zl\u00fcyorsundur,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1135,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7905","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-konuk-yazar","category-yazilar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7905","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7905"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7905\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7912,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7905\/revisions\/7912"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7905"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7905"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arsiv.sozbizde.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7905"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}